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1.
Y si te digo,
Si te digo que te quiero
Que te quiero con todo mi alma
Y que te quiero en mis sueños
No en mi vida
Mi amor, te lo digo con cariño.
1. Translation
And if I tell you,
If I tell you that I love you
That I love you with my entire soul
And I love you (want you) in my dreams
Not in my reality (my life)
My love, I tell you this with affection.
11.
In your eyes
I saw my sun set
And your moon rise
12.
- for Betsy DeVos
Beware of the bear!
He could be armed with guns!
Unlike the students.
13.
- For Dani
The dove carried sticks
Day by day, more and more sticks
She does more than men.
14.
Imagine a love
That refuses to set
And lies awake with the moon.
15.
Settling the seeds
Homes in the soft autumn mounds
Happiness is born.
16.
Stuck in the summer rain
Ants drown in silent defeat
As does a young voice.
17.
Las manos que no
Sirven agua a la paz
Dan nada a Dios.
17. Translation
The hands that do not
Serve water to peace
Give nothing to God.
18.
Rejuvenating
The drops sparkled like sun
On your lips- I'm gone.
19.
If there ever was
a more beautiful poem
My love would be false.
21.
Me das una vida
De rosas en el invierno
Y mañanas de mar
21. Translation
You give me a life
Of roses in the winter
And mornings of sea.
31.
To her I was not devoted
It was not her voice I sought
For she was not the one I loved
But it was she I did adore.
Upheld higher than a god
It was her hands, her eyes,
I worshipped- my land and sea
But did I Love her? Maybe not.
Alas, it was not meant to be
For she Loved me and sometimes
I would ignore the signs
Of someday losing her.
It was in her embrace I held
hope in maybe loving her.
32.
Hidden in the closet is a black box.
There I have kept the flowers, year by year.
Wilted, dry, the beauty is long past gone.
Red roses past dead but always kept dear.
In the dark crevice of a memory
Touch traced in the fragile, cracking petals
These pictures keep lonely eyes heavy
The rosehead dropped in the past shadows.
Naught passes through the corpse- reminiscence
Lost love, lost sweetness, youth is remembered
Her stem delicate; hasn't been kissed since
Forgotten in memory, sequestered.
You never said that you loved me, that’s okay,
I’ll recall your gaze and await kind fate.
35.
- For Ali
I am the little orange
Who grows when autumn looks
yellow, brown, and yes, orange.
I am the little orange
Who bloomed
When others never could.
I am the little orange
Who lives and laughs
And soaks in the sun.
I am the little orange
Who has lived as one should.
36.
I am a siren
One who protects the sea
I guard the coral, the reefs
All of siren territory
I watched the green land
Of alien and man
How they made the green
Go grey and red
Never will I let my territory go dead.
37. An Ode to Words
Oh, my love
How you escape me so.
You fit on the tip of my tongue,
How you fill my gasps and my lapses.
You are the warmth of heart,
The warmth of my hearth.
You are the comfort,
And the most comfortable.
You are my home
With your open doors,
And closed windows,
With open walkway,
And infinite bedrooms.
My love,
You are the intimate,
You are the violent,
You are the gentle,
You are indeed
The love of my life.
38.
It is in mind’s eye
Clarity of sea, of thought
The things that flow
The fish, the light,
I see myself above
And something dark below.
39.
A questioning, stoic perch
The strength of green extensions
Feathers held to the brown foundations
He questions his life, his church.
Is this temporary? Is he temporary?
40.
The red bridge we rode
Something in the forest, something less travelled by
One sees the towers of trees, hears the hovering crows
It is wondered why
This sanctuary is compromised.
41.
The head is cut but the blood still flows
Leaves are streaked with rainbow and light
Can she hope? She no longer knows.
42.
Cultivated versus the cultivated
Thousands of years of history
Planting, seeding, harvesting
Symbiosis- you and me.
58.
I have butterflies on my eyes
Why can't they sleep
Until you kiss them goodnight?
59.
Tentatively, I seek
A voice like the silent tide...
God, don't let me drown, Please.
61.
Cold summer nights
Cold breaths turn to sighs
It's in this time that I recall
Warm touches in the spring
Warm gazes outside dreams.
80.
Proud man of genteel manner,
See me in the quiet of effulgence.
Despoil my hidden heart with candor,
Treat me as one would an indulgence.
Forget proper but eat me discreetly.
Devour me as one of open seduction.
Fingertip to fingertip, gasp to insanity,
Forget not the memory of skin's affections.
The melting candle mimics the finger-
Down the shaft, down deep into combustion.
Behind the home, in shadow's heart lingers
We, east to west, in great Queen Mab's affliction.
Hide yours truly between wick and flame.
Melt me within a passion's concoction.
Keep oneself on the lonely windowpane,
Awaiting moonlight for body discussion.
My dear genteel man, do not be afraid.
Pride is with nature, not simply instruction.
Meet me, genteel man, in our love's hearth under the silvery moon.
Stay with your mistress Nightingale and sing until the lark's croon.
81.
Dazed and confused amongst the throng,
I found you beside the drinks.
Stumbling, we danced to a mystery song.
It was then we found an inebriated fling.
Regale.
I tasted you, moaned into Japanese pink.
Addicted, I drank you till dumb drunk.
Alcohol never left your lips, teetering to lean.
Together, brown bottles left us asynchronous.
Amrita.
Drowsy eyes and lilies, parting lips headstrong-
Found you in my bed and offered you green tea
Lowered my sight, you asked me to play along.
Behind my back, I heard the drops of whiskey.
Dipsomaniacal.
Winter, come again- our fates were linked.
Then Spring, always the cases of beer you brought.
You came and died like a violent Autumn daydream.
Your writ, the scars you wrote me, Spring's birdsong.
Hypertrophic.
86.
All have heard of the miracles of discovery,
That purity will bring the ecstasy of heaven.
I disagree, for only I, your destined explorer,
Could have truly known the ecstasy of heaven.
Tasting the valleys between brown and light;
You are the gold and amber of centuries old tales.
I indulge in the earthy sweetness of the coffee plains,
And suck the honey living on the lips of coral caverns.
With the spirit of Moses, I seek the rivers of milk.
I find the oasis between the constellations & dirt.
Proud roots firm, the sun and earth exist within
The mycorrhizal networks and the trunk's dermis.
Your moored boat, riding the shore, rocks and
Exits the dark ocean cove through the coupled night.
The common brigands and all gallant pirates have failed
But you, lovely botanist, have discovered lone nirvana.
87.
Every morning i pray and weep-
sometimes a Raven cries with me.
he shrieks, then Oft flies away.
do not lie To me, shrewd avian!
I keep swallows by the Only heart,
feeling the bird song pounding in Me.
lead sits in the pit of my Angry home.
come Near, hear my stallion's run.
your tanned sinews bring me to Insanity...
raven cries, “All is futile!” you are my satan.
erotomania.
89.
There is one whose form I believe in.
Weeds are sick with envy, for no one else
Is as stubborn in stance as the one, him.
His knees, marbled caps formed by Hephaestus,
They bend in humbled prayer, repentance of sin.
None is as charming as his honey tongued self.
Speak again, King-Knight, explain your every whim.
Oak has no parallel quite like the parallel of he
Trunks disguised as thighs, key warrior’s defense.
At his core, iron itself will bow in shame; I decree.
His chest of holy treasures, I trace his pride immense,
The hallowed form of full man, organ, muscle, and mystery.
He is the earth, moon, sun and sky, tree of love intense.
His arms are the sacred branches, man’s extensions of gravity.
Reading the constellations and the maps of his innocence,
His embrace upon stubborn autumn nights changed me.
In his eye you will see the glint of life, perchance.
His existence means more than it will ever seem to be.
Physiognomy will be never known for more ignorance
Than when faced with the crimson man of dreams.
I will know his whole gilded glory, know him en-masse.
85. The Crumbling Mazapàn
(Ni de Aquì Ni de Allà; Part III)
Growing up, I became a translator. The word “yellow” was communicated like jello.
Spanish turns into English, then goes back to Spanish- suddenly it's all cat's cradle.
You saw London, You saw France, I sang that la escoba loved la muñeca fea.
I went out on Halloween and whispered prayers to my ancestors two days later.
I hid my immigrant acento en la escuela and cried myself to sleep en las noches.
The kids at school asked me why I was so quiet, why wasn't I loud and “spicy”?
Mis Abuelos could no longer recognize my voz by the time I was twelve.
They all saw the brown skin, el nopal en mi frente, and that's all they'd see.
My American peers didn't like me much, mis carnitas and tamales smelled weird.
The Mexicans at school didn't speak to me, I didn't know enough about Pedro Infante.
Neither bothered with me, I was American in a Mexican body. An ethnic outside leered.
Mis papas didn't see el problema. We are both American y Mexicano. No confusion.
My parents used Mexican slang, “¡No mames!”, Los nacos, Las fresas, “¡A huevo!”
I couldn't get what they were saying, it wasn't, like, cool anyways though, so like... yeah.
Politics was never discussed during dinner, that's not for women. (Ni me atrevo.)
Why did we always eat picadillo and enchiladas when everyone else ate steak and pasta?
Latinas wear red. Latinas speak spanish quickly. Latinas can cook. Latinas are crazy.
Rules and Standards for Real Latinas, sexy spitfires. Experts on all below the border.
No Check. No Check? Check (mi mamà made sure.) Crazy? I'm not very Latina, am I?
Fake it till you make it, Latin Edition. Now the Americanos say I'm Mexican twice over.
Making arroz con leche & polvorones for papà after el divorcio. Father, am I Mexican yet?
Cucurrucucu Paloma, he says that it's just naco music. I'm too Mexican now, apparently.
¿Y si pongo Timbiriche? No, that's what tu Madre likes. Too late, I bought the cassette.
Try to sing Cielito Lindo, pero ayayayay, es muy late. The words fall apart like mazapàn.
I tried to grow cempasùchil for my altar, but my father says it's just a naco holiday.
My mother doesn't answer my phone calls, she's busy working overtime this year.
Mis hermanos van a escuela, they don't care about anything past el pan de muerto.
It's useless to cry Nàhuatl tears, I tried so hard to be Mexican but it just feels insincere.
I am alone on a Spanglish island, mi familia have turned into puro faux gringos,
We left both our homes. Left behind amaranto de la dulcerìa and the 3am In N Out.
We've let go of all we once held dear. Ya no somos Mexicanos ni Americanos.
This niña linda que nació de night quiere saber who she's supposed to be ahora.
Astrology
| Planet | Sign | Meaning |
|---|---|---|
| sun | leo | (1) |
| moon | gemini | (2) |
| ascendant | capricorn | (3) |
| mercury | cancer | (4) |
| venus | virgo (retrograde) | (5) |
| mars | scorpio | (6) |
| lilith | sagittarius | (7) |
| chiron | scorpio | (8) |
1. Sun in Leo
There's an unmistakably regal air to Solar Leos. These are dignified--even noble--folk. Leos have a reputation for being conceited, but think again. Leos do feel important, but this generally takes the form of wanting to change the world in some way--to make the world a better place. They are generally motivated by affection for people, and often have big dreams and plans to make people happy.
Loyal, and sometimes rather traditional, Leos are, after all, a fixed sign. They'll hold on to situations and people for a very long time before they give up. There is an unmistakable idealism to Leo's view of the world and the people in it. Often, Leos have a very noble inner code that they answer to.
2. Moon in Gemini
Lunar Geminis are usually pleasant, witty, and charming people. At home and with family, however, they can be moody and irritable at times. People with Moon in Gemini are always interesting people--they have a finger in every pie, are curious to a fault, and are generally well-informed. Nervousness and worry are common traits with this lunar position. An underlying restlessness is common, and many Lunar Geminis need more stimulation than others. They usually read a lot, talk a lot, and think a lot with this airy, mutable position of the Moon.
When problems arise, the first instinct of Moon in Gemini natives is to talk things out. Their tendency to analyze can give them the appearance of emotional detachment. In fact, Lunar Geminis may be especially comfortable talking about their feelings, but feeling their own feelings doesn't come as easily. Those that don't take time out to really emote and understand their own needs may end up baffling others. Feeling misunderstood is common for Moon in Gemini natives. The only real solution to the problem is learning to get in touch with their own feelings.
3. Ascendant in Capricorn
People with Capricorn Ascendant must first become aware of their two opposing sides. One is obedience and performing their duties properly. They need to manage energy well and this requires discipline and self-control. They must achieve some social prestige and recognition. The other side is the ability to organize practical matters and achieve their goals, and also the ability to enjoy sensual pleasures.
There's a seriousness to Capricorn rising people that is unmistakable. Even when they're joking around, it's of the deadpan variety. In fact, plenty of very humorous people have Capricorn Ascendants. It's all in the timing... and the fact that they don't giggle before the joke is over.
Capricorn Ascendant people project competence. They simply ooze it. They're generally very image-conscious people--the clothes they wear and their manner are a big deal to them. They want to appear successful, and they generally succeed!
Often the Ascendant persona is the one that was forced upon us by family conditioning. For example, parents may label their Libra Ascendant child the "nice" one; their Aries Ascendant child the "independent" one; and their Pisces Ascendant child is generally the space cadet of the family. We adopt these roles as familiar ones, and often carry them with us as our defense mechanisms, in some way or another, for the rest of our lives. In the case of Capricorn Ascendants, these were the children who were considered the responsible ones. Sometimes, it was they themselves who looked around them and felt the need to be the structured, dependable, and responsible members of the family. So, often, Capricorn rising people adopted a strong sense of tradition, family, and responsibility at a very young age.
4. Mercury in Cancer
Mercury in Cancer gives people good memory, great imagination, adaptability, and a talent for writing. Those who hurt these people can be sure that they will not forgive them any time soon. People with Mercury in this position can do any job and they can adapt easily when circumstances change. They get along well with people who have different opinions and attitudes. They like to be flattered and praised and they rarely do anything that could damage their reputation. The beliefs and traditions of their family and culture are very important to them. Their thinking becomes quite unclear when they are emotionally shaken -- should try not to make major decisions when they are upset.
5. Venus in Virgo (Retrograde)
With Venus in Virgo and retrograde, there can be some timidity when it comes to sharing their hearts. They tend to show their love through helping, being of service, and tending to the practical side of a lover’s life. Women with this position may have a hard time believing in their own lovability and attractiveness.
They can be slow to develop serious relationships, and can have a very difficult time moving on emotionally after a relationship comes to an end. They have strong feelings about relationships and assigned roles, tending to reject the traditional, and many are feminists.
Venus in Virgo people are not the flirtatious sort. Instead, their appeal lies in their dedication, their willingness to work on the relationship, and to make the relationship work in real terms. Their gifts are less showy, but perhaps far more generous -- gifts of devotion and attention to details about you. Venus in Virgo people quietly (and often slowly) make their way into your heart. They are quite sensitive in love -- even insecure -- and this reserved, loner-like quality is part of their appeal.
They are great listeners and they make it a habit to observe and learn all of your ins and outs. Their love can be of the Kindergarten variety -- they show they care by nagging or criticizing. Remember, though, that they are not trying to hurt you when they are pointing out the flaws in your thinking, plans, or even character. They truly are trying to help.
Venus in Virgo is attracted to nondescript people who have largely gone unnoticed.
6. Mars in Scorpio
People with Mars in Scorpio are pleased to be able to hide their power and show it to the world at the right moment. They have a strong sense of survival and sexuality, and they are well aware of how these two instincts intertwine. This sense makes them very attractive, and the effect is that other people never act indifferently towards them – they always notice them, whether they are trying to get their reaction or not. As if they strongly and automatically provoke the most basic hopes and fears in people. They do not try to get anything or do anything if they do not really want it.
Their challenging aura, whether active or passive, will always attract great loyalty or great hostility, nothing in between.
Mars in Scorpio natives love to challenge themselves to do the impossible. They throw themselves into what they decide to do with concentrated energy and awesome willpower. These people make formidable opponents, although often quietly so. They keep their cool and their equilibrium on the surface. Below the surface may be another story, and they are unlikely to easily let you in.
Their emotional actions tend to be extreme, although they try to keep them muted. They are not quick to anger, unconsciously preferring to do slow burns. They tend to release their anger as sarcasm or irony. Beware of their tendency to hold grudges and to be vengeful. When they do fight, or release their internal tensions, they'll likely do so in body and soul -- becoming totally passionate, and their outbursts are awesome to behold.
7. Lilith in Sagittarius
Rejecting borders and laws; moving away from values.
Faith and uselessness is the main topic of this position. These people have a great desire to learn the truth about things and the spiritual world, but they are often disappointed. It is difficult for them to believe in God, they are often atheists or, on the contrary, they become fanatical. Both are possible. They seek balance between spiritual and secular life. There may even be resistance to the Church. If you ever lie to these people, you will never get their trust again.
Truly, all would be well here if it were not for morals, conscious and the question of “good and bad” that stands as a barricade to every pleasure. Sexuality is frequently complicated and a person can make order of it if they approach everything as an adventure. If they plan and moralizes -- nothing will happen.
Temptations are great here, especially on trips and abroad, the woman will more easily open up abroad and in every other new environment than she will at home, she is more free, more ready for risk, adventure, a turn of the life, so there we have relationships with married men, older, richer.
This position is not good for marriage for them since the opportunities are plentiful only after all connections, however the person may have been modest and alone in their youth.
On the other hand, Lilith Sagittarians have a problem communicating with the surrounding world, which is why it seems to them that no one gets them or understands them. In youth this is a big problem, which is why a person will strive to impose themselves, at any cost, to some great, and by others accepted society, public, to in some way gain not only the attention but also love and favor from others. Instead of searching for their own identity, they copy others, imitate types of behavior, have idols, push themselves into the jet set, persistently follow trends so they would be representative and respected.
To the slightest mocking and remark they reacts immaturely, she gets angry and retreats into her shell.
They are talented for healing, and are also good public speakers. In the absence of a strong spirit, superstition is pronounced. Passions are also great, especially for speed.
8. Chiron in Scorpio
Chiron in Scorpio may find their gifts of empathy and psychic ability are improved through their experiences. They may find that they grow in wisdom through the transformative experiences of life like birth and death. They may suffer a great loss in some way early in life or feel that something inside has died.
The sexual energy is wounded. Psychological insight can heal. Scorpio is a water sign, ruling emotions. Wounds will be emotional in nature. The experience of Chiron in Scorpio is one of erupting energy that must find a positive outlet, lest it become deadly to its host or those surrounding its host. Crisis will emerge through the life and death experience. People with this placement know a lot about death, and from them others may learn about death.
According to author Barbara Hand Clow in her book titled, "Chiron: Rainbow Bridge Between the Inner and Outer Planets:
"When Chiron is in Scorpio, the transformative and evolutionary energy of Pluto becomes the personal quest. The energy for the evolution is Chirotic; that is, it focuses Plutonian depth and process directly into space and time....It [Plutonian force] causes the struggle between Saturn and Uranus to be volcanic, and these natives are either extraordinary in their personal evolution, or they have not found an avenue to express this increasing power within. They also may be expressing low Pluto by searching for power and pleasure at the cost of all others." (pp.96, Hand Clow)
They may be afraid of their own power or feel powerless. This makes them want to cover up their feelings of inadequacy with false bravado. They may worry endlessly about losing their possessions or loved ones. They can learn a valuable lesson to appreciate life, and that by losing something or someone, you can still become richer by what you have. They may become rather preoccupied with loss if they are not cautious. They can help others through their grief or stress with their great understanding in this area.
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